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So I found this quote today and it really hit me that I have a lot of huge dreams that seem impossible to reach. If you don't take it upon yourself to make things happen, they will be dreams forever. I want to reach for the stars and even if I don't get one, I know I won't come out with a handful of mud. I think reality has hit me and I realize that I need a change. Life may seem like one big party, but it only lasts long enough until reality hits. It seems like I live on one big rollercoaster and the same things happen again and again and I'm ready to stand in line for another ride. I want to get away from here and go experience and live and discover new things and somehow do it all fearlessly. I won't let another opportunity drift away. I guess I have my aunt and Jordan to thank for always being there for me and always making me lift my head up higher. Because of them, I know that I can make anything happen; I just have to make an effort and follow my heart.
"All the things that make you mad,
All the baggage in your past
Don't leave much room for a girl like me to be
So I'll fill her up with hope and worn-out dreams"
-Miranda Lambert
"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. "
-Eleanor Roosevelt

"Pack the good and leave the rest
I'll drive until I find the missing piece
You said I wouldn't get too far on a tank of gas
And an empty heart
But I have everything I'll ever need"
-Miranda Lambert